rambling 17 - may112025

Full Moon in Scorpio - Flower Moon May 2025

Feeling more energized today than I have in a long time. Been doing some energy clearing and soul retrieval work, and the results are starting to show! I picked my herbs for a bath later, decided on sage, peppermint, lemon tree leaves, and one daisy flower. The ultimate divine cleanse ~**o_o**~

rambling 16 - may102025

Really working on breaking free from my limiting beliefs around success, especially financial abundance. Hoping to use this upcoming full Moon in Scorpio for its transformative energy. Both my Sun and Pluto signs are in Scorp. I made an evil eye necklace a bit ago and am charging it now. Charging it with the intention to repel people's petty BS, allowing it not to affect me so much. I am going to prepare a nice clearing bath later tonight too, using fresh sage, mugwort, and lemon leaves + salt. Ole' reliable =^_^=

rambling 15 - may052025 - second rambling

Instead of being stuck in the past, blinded by toxic nostalgia, I am resolving to hold onto the present blessings that keep coming in. Recently, I made a big food order at work, and I got to see the happy family eating and enjoying it, all smiles - and they cleared their plates! Must be doing something right. Also have a couple people asking when I work, because they like my cooking that much! Thank you to my deities and spirit guides. Ave Set especially! I forge my own path to success.

rambling 14 - may052025

While I know I'm ascending in life, thriving on my personal journey, sometimes I think about how people who've hurt me have "more". More career success/prestige, not a "random bullshit job" as one of them would call my line of work. It's stupid and immature of me to compare and focus on such things. But my mind goes there sometimes, it's hard. I wish I knew how to better cope with these feelings.

rambling 13 - may032025

I am having a really good time in life rn. I created a special dish at work (I run a solo kitchen at a small bar) and people love it. It's always been a dream to have creative input at a kitchen job. =^_^= Finally feeling successful and more serious in my career.

rambling 12 - may012025

Removing my protective shell, one piece at a time.

I’m still healing even after all this time. Only now am I starting to post my art again and put myself out there more. Posting my art caused a manipulative and controlling individual to contact me, “love bombing” me over direct messages. I ignored it at first, almost like my intuiton was trying to tell me something. But they kept leaving comments, kept going until I replied out of curiousity I guess. I am so angry at myself for getting involved with them, I should have known how terrible it would be. Turned into a couple years of long-distance mental games. I felt like a puppet on a string.

Even sharing what I went through, it’s scary, but an important part of healing.

Last night I sang karaoke, belted my little heart out to “Holy Diver” by Dio \m/

I am healing, one step at a time.

rambling 11 - mar202025

mildly unpopular opinion: Phantasy Star III is actually worth playing if you like oldschool RPGs in general. It has some quirks that make it unique, and some annoyances too lol. I do see why some folks don't enjoy this one. But I like it :p Did some fanart in GIMP 3.0, testing out the new features n improvements!

rambling 10 - feb112025

I drew my preferred skeleton husband, Manny Calavera 🩷

rambling 9 - jan062025

Been also playing around with the romhack known as Pokemon Brown. It's so fun! Fresh but also nostalgic. Like an alternate universe Gen 2 game?? Gen1.5? Idk. Shot of my desktop + current playlist. Open image in new tab to get the full resolution!

rambling 8 - jan012025

I have resumed an older playthrough of Pokemon Yellow from almost one year ago. One year ago I was in a much worse place mentally, I am able to enjoy the game more now! Nice reminder of my progress. Here is a shot of Burger, the Zubat Destroyer!

rambling 7 - dec232024

Happy almost Christmas if you celebrate! Did some last minute shopping + lunch with my friend today. Now I'm sipping tea and listening to podcasts and other similar stuff..cheers! ^_^ Yes going on errands with a buddy is an accomlpishment for my hermit-ass. Was good for my brain, though. I like being a hermit but occasional outings keep me from going completely recluse-mode.

rambling 6 - dec192024

I have both xmas eve and day off work this year!!! this is new for me. 3 days off in a row next week...gonna enjoy it.

rambling 5 - dec182024

this train is leaving it's rolling down the track, singin' ain't no turning back

rambling 4 - dec172024

if u know, u know! xDDDD this been living rent free in my head since I heard it...

rambling 3 - dec162024

drawing today!

rambling 2 - dec092024

Life ain't so bad...I'm spending my day off making Yuletide cookies! Lemon, white chocolate, and cranberry cookies.

rambling 1 - dec062024

I haven't wanted to post much due to being busy in life. I want to ramble here sometimes.